How far do you try becoming YOURSELF when no-one is watching?

You see, convincing people what you are,is but a tad bit crazy, and a whole lot stupid. I agreed to this when I got tired of explaining myself to a whole bunch of people who I later realised never listened to my efforts. And this theory, of making people fall in love with you, comes...

STRANGERS AGAIN

Only if I knewwe'd be strangers once again,I would have done strange things,or maybe, little things,a strange way. The northern lightswe swore of visiting together,I would have gulped downa piece of itdown my throatand my eyes would shinewith boundless colors, I'll catch you lookingdeeply into themnot ready to miss even a flare. Only if I...

I never wanted a perfect relationship. I just want someone to try as hard as I do.

Time and time again, it’s the same old story. People say that I expect too much, that I can’t reasonably expect to find perfection, that I have to learn to settle for someone who is just ‘good enough’.But what those people don’t seem to understand is that it’s not about perfection. It never has been....

I actually thought

i actually thought just for a momenti could choose who i wanted to bethat i could leave off my maskjust be the real me i really thought, for oncethat some people would take me as i amno matter what and alwaysthat they would give a dammm i just thought for a secondthat i could have...

Ghosting

We all share a common storyI too was “ghosted”,In the fire of loveMy heart was bitterly roasted I tried my best toMake it last,And never make her guiltyOf her betrayal in past I was being so cautiousWith words and deeds,I made sure I don’t hurt herEven if my own heart bleeds Everyday was an attemptSo...

“They’ve got my back!”

Today let me reflect upon perceptions & expectations in relationships! I can’t tell you how many times I’ve said myself or heard the following statement, “They’ve got my back!” which always concerns me, as a certain dynamic is at play here. Let me ask you a question on the above photo What color do you...

It’s Not That I Don’t Care, You’re Just Not Worth The Fight.

I’ve tried so hard for so long to make sense of everything. It’s been a long, difficult road to even get my head halfway clear enough to make a mature and responsible decision about what I want from us. But now that I’m finally seeing things properly, I want to lay everything out for you...

My Thoughts on you ❣❣❣

You can never break hearts and if someday i become distant, I will always hold the red threads of love that join you and me, the one that you wove into a woolen sweater I can wear to keep your warmth close to my skin. I don't wish for much. My wishes are tiny little...

Getting Over Someone Who Doesn’t Love You Back

Few things in life are capable of scarring your heart and psyche forever more than a love that is unreturned. When you feel such an immense, overwhelming amount of loving emotion for someone who could never feel the same way about you it pierces you to the very core of your being in a way...

Being Alone Is Better Than Settling For The Wrong Person.

Nobody wants to end up on their own. The creeping feeling of fear and dread that comes with the thought of getting old and dying alone is familiar to everyone. This anxiety about the future can be bad enough on its own, but it’s made even worse by the feeling we get in the present when...